So, im glad im not where i could be. i was talking to amanda today in precalc, and im so glad i didnt follow her, or rather, she didnt want me too. she was talking about how her boyfriend was spreding rumors about her friend's ex boyfriend. and how all this drama was starting. and she was smiling when she was talking about it. really. thats a BAD thing. @_@ thats not even the worst part. then she said that cole (her bf) always lies and makes up stuff. and so i asked her why she would be with him if she dosent trust him. she responded that he was just fun to talk to and hang out with. she added that she doesn't trust anyone right now. and she stuck to that for the next couple of minutes. all about how she doesnt trust people. i would absouletly hate that. i need to trust SOMEONE. i would hate that world she's in.

but, lately ive only been hanging out with people that i really trust. which is a few. so, i haven't hung out with a lot of my other friends. and i miss them. i really do. i want to try to find a balance with all of this. its hard.
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so, im doing ok in school. so thats good.

and my next 2 weekends are crazy. but crazy is good.